CELOTEH KECIL SANG ILUSI 1

Precisely at 12.00 pm I feel there will be something bad in my heart. From the early wake up, feeling depressed is always around the heart. when incentive-incessant galuh the girls liked, whose name is Rachel. there I began to feel comfort. but i always try to calm down calm water that is not in touch with experts blasted the devil. Precisely galuh arrived home, he was seen sleeping soundly. In addition, his eyes look so cute when sleeping. I started feeling sure if there is something that today would make a mess."Honey ... wake up .. gaaallllluuuuuhhh ... wake up !!!!!!" screams right in his ear."Iyaaa .."he woke up and suddenly there next phone in the grab and hold on tight. Then the phone was seized with difficulty from his hand. Emotions difficult to make in life, the patient finally made my hand up to pinch his flushed and finally managed to capture it and he let go."what are you doin'? So much forced her phone from me you ask? ""Must ... begin now !!!!" I replied.And eng ing eng .... Sent from message galuh for rachel. There I was annoyed and turns the game is to guess. moved and could not stop crying in front of him. It's that easy he said."Actually have no intention .. yaa little intention for you but first i know"grinning without sin he said easily right in the face fairy he had always adored. What a devil heart son. You create a body of an angel on top of the rainbow is a melancholy vanished by flood flows. There was a sense of anger out of my mind, ok he can say this is revenge. But I do not have to accept if slowly. The plan is really sad.Began to subside when he describes a fascinating false alibi. Simply pause while starting to smile. But my heart still can not stop crying after seeing such a response message for Rachel that I think is not fair. Something began to believe that I will forward a plan that makes it all fell apart. And my hunch was answered correctly. From galuh who already respond to the message that, from a woman who is quite seductive and cheeky, all ended so badly. As bad as the face of the prince in a fairy tale Beauty and the Beast. Worse it all worse. There I remained vigilant when seeing faces galuh so cheerful but not usually."Ciintaaa yes, I will not repeat it again if you maintain trust me" he said calmly  a less convincing"Yes .. try but what? I never send the message again to the same person? Well maybe for now "I was there and he began to debate the namannya mutual distrust of each other."okey, I'm not going to act like that again!".After a time I had fun joking and started to love each other again. Galuh mother opened the door, and Galuh wanted to go to the bathroom. While he showered, I headed his sisters room. I started checking his mobile telephone one by one. And it turned out flexi that was written on his mobile telephone for a flexi rachel was his father. Pain that continues longer fit flexi  know it's got the father. Right where I was, I started to leave the room pensive and Nola."sis, what happens to you??" Nola asked in astonishment.I was so evasive and returned to the room galuh. Arriving at galuh room, I sat quietly and began to think about it."What will happen to me reciprocity now??" I say to myself, and are accompanied by dark at every fill space.galuh come and see the face of a woman who was so depressed and worried about something."Why else would you?" He asked as if to ask the princess of the wounded by the dagger of gold."It's okay! You must be a lie? not, say lie again! meets these demands could think for a moment who is lying?? "I and he began to feel the heat of hell again."Had a number flexi father?" Asked with great emotional moment.There galuh explained briefly and padat. so hypocritical after I noticed his style of speech and expression. Makes me confused to decide an issue. With the taste is not received, I will cry again. Already at their best stand still, and even then the rain fell without being aware of it. galuh bored with my face full of water it. He began noisily and began uncomfortable with tears. were confused by his condition that many people. Explaining again with confidence. And finally I stopped and tried to understand what he meant. After explaining, I was more pensive and eliminate fear and lack percayaannya again. But still think it was around the body and mind now."Yaaangg .. honestly I'm afraid of how you like it. I want to let go of this bracelet if rachel still with you! "I lost the bracelet and began to fall right in front of him."What? should not be! why do you do? what to try?? "he began with a confused and evasive behavior that I do."Honestly dear, I could not, I'm really scared!" "You want to break up?? but I'm not sure! "" if that's what you want, we are broke" he began releasing his wrist and looked at the crowded I cry.Suddenly"CINT what's with you? used the bracelet hurry? I do not want to break up with you! "He firmly and be willing to have a sense no split with me."But dear?? I really can not! "I will stop crying and start smiling slightly against freedom.But it hurts me because they do not want to split from him. After a long debate we finally shut him up and replace the songs we hear. He was silent and pensive, going crazy with each other and we started to feel uncomfortable with a situation like this. One another convincing by itself."You sure you want to break up? I'm not sure, but I'm afraid for masi rachel love with you! "We start the debate again.In conversation a little fierce, galuh started giving a confidence to me. interval of several minutes, galuh hugged me and I could not stop crying. Everything in mind I told him to make me cry. my body willingly embraced him with a feeling engga for her loss. I know it is a big mistake for him. But I'm sorry for everything I do. And I will not want anything like that happen a second time. So I'm not willing he was close and respond to anyone especially at girls.

Night rah-rah with them instantly

That morning I was in bed just heard a roaring scream from the direction of the dining table. I find it noisy with my sleep time, the ears are covered with a pillow, I will feel annoyed with her screaming. Mama. Well it was he who shouted at that time. When I was playing my body on a soft bed. I woke up and straight out to the dining table.
"Hell does not shout, like anything"
"Yee already during the" Mom teased me and laughed with his friend at the dinner table.
"Where are we going today?" Mama said to his children at the dinner table
"Bandung! He said we want to Bandung today "I replied eagerly
Mom, sister, aunt and Mom apartment elsa laughed at my face so ridiculous and excited when mom asks holidays.
"To Bandung at this hour? Should it this morning .. what if the only place ririn aunt? already too old brother did not get there? "
"Yes ma .. there alone .. hehe "brother replied with a teasing
"Ya mama ..." I complained
"Why?? Invite galuh. "
"But, mama who spoke to him yes," I am pleased to invite galuh mama. time
they talked about the trip and I phoned galuh busy at that time. There was no answer from her as I used calling. and Ronald phoned me busy borrowed camera. Painstakingly created in the camera at the end pinjem pinjemin too. Galuh phoned back again busy. Finally, in the lift and I asked her she went with us.
"Luhh .. you shower now. cepet here. aunt would invite you to go "
"Haha? I.. .. I. ii. Yes aunt "galuh pitched mama too shy and smiling

HE ; YOU

He who pollute this body until I was halfway through my life have been murdered because ucapanyaHe makes my mind always beruring-tempered about things that are not reasonably he say to the local communityHe who makes the world will terpublish secret we have been promisedAnd he was the mastermind of all the puppets which he played at this timeHaving fun is half the premises leading up to his soul that feels like tearing my heart think that has been termilikiAlazon reliable!Let's give the applause that he always wear a maskNow all is pundamental because the nature of his desire to perform with arbitrarilyShould I can not do anything with empty hands and emptyCan only mengadah up for proper instructionsSurprised by the answer has always been a goal of this self-humiliationIndeed, there was wasted bitch and all turned out to be realityBut do not you reverse the word semudahnya cheap way of a helplessAmnesty common sense who is now a stigma that defiled the end of lifeYou whip all entities nii bekasan still dripping with bloodScavenge lament the human stratum with normal, intelligent animals and runs perfectWe weave together a dream but the dream was burned out because you are too heartbreaking actUntil besotan terbekas memories we still in the hands of the traumatized minds of the inhabitants of the dungeonI'm sick of hearing your story through the ridiculousness of fake voicesThe tones, which terminates expertise falsetoHeeey!We have a victim loh!Evidence that makes all the stories of all timeDo not forget it baby!I know you better than adam devil entered the stage of learning.Because you're too form the scorn of all peopleYour nature that makes us all know that makes me feel like lonelyYou change the method of today into a fatal errorBut brain and my mind was that you said though sebanal brain behind the attack munitions destroyed by an overdoseRetina would be shortsighted, will be the effect of bursts that have penetrated through my veins runs the blood throughout the organShooting stars will be hoping someday you'll hurt the next world due to a blinding you blasted into a timeless story of damnation for the period

HIS AMBITIOUS

It is getting hard to believe what I have been believe before. Cut every line for subject of sentence, it`s pathetic for people who dream to be Literary man. But, this is the truth, and maybe this is the rule. No more poetry, no more beg story  to do. It`s done as what I named the six before. You know what I said, but I`ve never knew do you understood what I`ve been wrote. Sometimes, I felt every step what I take is another mistake to do. Don`t be Cornelia if you didn`t like the ended of harmony tells. Make it real and show me what you want to be.

Some Reasons Why Professional Photographers Can not Work Without Paid

If someone has told you this page, then most likely you have been asked to use single or multiple photos for free or with minimum compensation.
As a professional photographer, we often receive requests for free photos. In the perfect world, we would love to give a positive response and help, especially in projects or efforts that relate to education, social issues, and environmental preservation. It is fair to say in many cases, we hope we have had the time and resources to be able to do more to help, more than just sending the photos.
But unfortunately, these things are realities of life that we can not Respond, or if we respond, our answer is brief and does not have sufficient reason.
The situation may be different for each situation below, but we found several cases that continue to repeat itself, we have outlined below in order to communicate more clearly with you, hoping to avoid misunderstandings or inadvertently offend you.
We hope you can accept some of these points in a positive way like our goals. We sincerely hope that after you read this, we can re-discuss and build mutually beneficial relationships.
Photography Is Our LifeCreating photo interesting is how we live ourselves. If we give our photos for free, or too often respond to requests for photographs for free, we are unable to earn income.
We Support Movements Useful With PhotosMost of us willing to contribute their photos, sometimes even more, to support some of the movement. Often, we are participating directly in the projects we support through photos, or we already have relationships with key people involved in these projects. In other words, each of us can, and willing to provide the photographs without compensation on specific projects.
We are a Limited TimeIt is not practical for us to switch from supporting several projects for free, and then approve all requests for photographs for free. This is no more because of the time needed to respond to these requests, correspondence, prepare and send the files, and then conduct follow-up correspondence to find out how our images are used, and find out whether it meets the goal or not. Answer each request will take a lot of time, and time is always limited.
The excuse "We Have No Money" Often Difficult UnderstoodThe main reason behind the request for free image is usually a limited allocation of funds, which means that the petitioner argues the lack of funds allocation.
Such requests often come from organizations that have a lot of money on hand, be it the company went public, government agencies, enterprises, organizations or even non-governmental organizations. Often just by looking public statements or other documents, it is easy to see that the organization in question has more than enough funds to pay for a photographer is feasible, if they want to.
To deepen the problem, very often happens that of all the parties involved in a project, only the photographer who asked to work without pay. All other parties received compensation.
Given this fact, you may be able to understand why we are often ignored every time we hear "We Have No Money." The reasons may be a way to take advantage of people who easily manipulated.
We Have A Very Limited Allocation of FundsWith several exceptions, arguably photography a profession that is not too much money. We chose this path mostly because love of visual communication, fine arts, and the subject of a photograph of our specialty.
Increasing number of photographs that can be obtained via the internet lately, coupled with the reduced allocation of funds from the buyers photograph, will provide more pressure on our already less income is.
Moreover, to be a professional photographer requires no small cost.
Our profession requires a lot of tools basically. We routinely have to buy a camera, lenses, computers, software, storage media, and more. Sometimes damaged goods and should be repaired. We must make a copy of our data, because as simple as a cup of coffee the wrong place can remove the work for years. For us, investing in the essential tools and software require thousands of dollars every year, because we have to stay ahead in terms of new technology and the best methods.
Moreover, travel is a big part of our business. We have to spend lots of money for transportation, lodging, and travel expenses to another.
Certainly, and perhaps most importantly, the presence of a very large investment in time and experience for us to become proficient in what we do, is also a risk that too often we had to take. To take a picture alone may only need to push the camera button, but to create a photo is required skills, experience, and assessment.
So the conclusion is, although we understand and sympathize with the allocation of limited funds, from a practical standpoint, we were not able to provide a subsidy to every request.
Get "credit" No Means ManyDemand for free photos are usually also accompanied by a promise to give "credit" and "exposure", either in the form of a watermark, link, or perhaps mention specifically, instead of commercial reward.
There are two main problems with this.
First, get the credit is not compensated. In the end, we have produced the required photos, so the credit is automatically obtained. This is not something we expect from a third party.
Second, the credit can not pay the bills. As already written above, we work hard to generate the money necessary to invest more in photographic equipment, and to cover the costs of other businesses. Above that, we need to generate enough money to pay for basic needs like food, shelter, transportation, and others.
In short, to receive credit for a picture that we made it is a gift, not compensation, and credit is not a substitute for payment.
"You is the only photographer that make no sense"When we take the time to engage in correspondence with persons or parties who requested photos for free, sometimes the conversation turns into a conversation alleged rude to us, which basically claims that all the other photographers who have been contacted by a person or parties are very happy to provide photos for free, and for some reason, we are "the only photographer who does not make sense."
We know that this is not true.
We also know that there will be no photographers a reasonable and competent who will agree with the terms that make no sense. We are aware of the fact that some inexperienced photographers or people who just have a camera would probably agree to work without pay, but as there is a saying saying: "You get commensurate with what you pay for."
Perform Follow-UpOne thing that we usually experience is when we provide photos for free, we often do not receive the news, feedback, or follow-up that tells us the continuation of the event or project in question, whether the goal (if any) is reached, and the benefits (if any ) Our photo of the project.
Often, we do not get answers to your e-mail that we send to get the news further, until, of course, when someone needs a free photo again.
At a time when we agreed to work without pay, you must be easy to provide follow-up and tell us how the project continues. Few anticipated that both will be sustainable in making us feel more willing to take the time and provided the photographs again in the future.

FIRST MONTH ON SECOND DAY

The first months at the beginning of december was the day reminds us of the world AIDS day. I just fill out the blog now ya .. hahahaha want to tell but no dime novel idea to distribute dramatic romance story. actually just walk in nature by two black crows. both are passive in birds is full of light. flapping his wings and second of all looked so flat on the saw. half full of blood but did not speak a word of it.
wave full of anger, on the second day I was enjoying a post that is so angry. so a pulse on the small ants that worked together to bring food into the house of the maze.
not a word I say all in a tired laugh. just shook his head in her head then fell silent for a moment. when ring of rang and said "HELLO" I immediately fell silent and high-water mark to the fights between hungry lions. the word "done" already to say. and stayed there waiting to see what response comes through the angel's trumpet Israfil, next to.