SOMEDAY, I FEEL

I don't know who get started
all appear so empty
not shine, no colour, no imagination and so full empty
my heart feel so abstrack
I heard my name so bad for the tell
I wanted to scream in his face.
I wanted to cry when I cut
My blood flows slowly
My brain flows to stuck
When I know he lying me, I wanted to die in my bed.
lay and closed
I  feel so confused
he cheated me
imagined to be solid black, and finally I can't to reach them
what did you give me? 
only expensive diamond?
only love but you not too?
hey dude..
I feel so empty now.
I wanna sing while crying if I got your name
so on, the sun can not shine anymore because you
but I am very confident if my flowers can bloom without you
ignore my name ignore on the world
my hands can hold your heart until you get back to me again
Someday